chris...

best of Chris Isaak...

that's how I feel...
song by song...
lyrics by lyrics...



I feel like I was standing at the crossroads.
and I had to make a decision which way to go.
I'm getting more and more terrified, indecisive and nervous...
I actually feel someone watching me and waiting for my decision.
pushing and pushing
and I am running out of time...

I see it coming...
it will break soon.

so if don't get myself together...............................


I will, actually for the first time in my life, face the consequences.


get myself together

get

       myself

                    together



or I will 'again' just toss off all that...
and continue like nothing's happened.

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warmth...

I need it...

I need a strong hug, tender touch, warm look...

I need someone to be close...

I need affection...

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this is an effect of being single and having only male friends, who lately found girlfriends.
girlfriends who are being jealous, and me being paralysed, trying not to do any move which would seem like a flirt...

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