egoistic...

i noticed lately that i'm being egoistic...
i'm self centred and i look only after my business...

earlier i used to be so altruistic.
i was trying to take care of people, help them and to be useful for them...
i was much nicer...
now i don't notice peoples' needs, wishes or asks...

and i don't feel good with it...
i liked myself much more earlier...
the way i used to be, gave me more of good feelings...

i hope that in the 2007 i will manage to come back to the mode of 'a nice altruistic girl'...

despite that some of you may think that this is strange...
or unhealthy...
or whatever...
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