god...

when i got to know him in the High School, he used to call himself a god...
whenever we were close, he made me feel good.
with him i could explore other levels of my being, of my character.
i liked it a lot.

then it got a bit complicated, since he was a man and i was a woman.
i didn't want to have so much of a contact with him.

but yesterday we talked a bit.
and i realised that i need it.
i need this unusual feeling he managed to bring out from my soul.

does he still have this skill?
i really hope so...

i hope to find it out soon...
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