post...

I want to write a post soooo desperatly.
I've been trying for few days now but there is nothing in my head that can be put in a sensible, readible piece and posted on my blog...

but I tell you that I am sick again. this time it's a virus. 38*C, pharyngitis, 3 days in bed so long...

no idea for life

no will to study

I don't feel sad
nor bad

I am quite happy and smiling.
I feel like I accepted my new life where there is nothing except for intenet, tv, crappy food and sleep.


pathetic?

well...