lies...

I can tell lies...
I can do it quite well when there is such a need...

but when it comes to tell the truth...
it's much harder.
what do I mean by that?
well, in the situation when I can't do my duties, carry on my obligations because of important and actual reasons, it is much harder to say that I can't do what I promised.
it is easier for me to tell a very good lie which sounds really authentic when I don't want to do what has been assigned to me because of my laziness.

so whenever I don't sound convincing, when it looks like I was telling lies, it might mean that this is the moment when I actually say the truth...