big day...

tomorrow's a big day.

so afraid.
not about the operation.
I am worried more that it won't happen tomorrow.
of course because of my irresponsibility.
my attitude.


but aside from my drawbacks I have many good sides.
right?
YES!
but those are mainly soft skills.
interpersonal.
not so useful in today's world.
but very nice when it comes to deal with people and have friends.
you should know that best :)





and if all that was not enough, the washing-machine just broke.
and there is no money to buy a new one.
all went to pay for the operation.
crap crap crap