a year ago...

at this time, one year ago i was preparing myself to go home for Christmas.
first three months of Erasmus scholarship were slowly getting towards the end.
i had this amazing, unusual feeling of coming home, really coming to a real home.

i think that this is what i miss most now. independence.
i was self-reliant but still being aware that the home is there for me. that i have one no matter what.

and Agu. she made that time in Belgium so great. with her i had a feeling that Christmas is coming.
i felt the atmosphere, i was enjoying it.

i smile to all those memories...
and i am hoping that there will be a time in the future that i will feel so great again...
~
~